1.30.2009

Happy, Sad, Depressed, Happy again.

Hi there people! :) Did i say I'm back? gahd, hindi ko man lang naramdaman ang pagbabalik ko sa mundo ng blogspot. I've post once and this is my 2nd entry for this year. Like what i said, a lot of things happened. I didn't get a chance to make kwentos though i really want it to share. Kaso busy po talaga, but this time since I have time. Why not, choconut! :)

December 25, 2008
Christmas...

Nothing so special.
Mom cooked for our Noche Buena.
Isko & I attended Mass. Hindi ko nakumpleto ang Simbang Gabi *sigh (now, i know kung bakit hindi nagrant wish ko T.T)
After dinner, I zzzzzz :)

December 28, 2008
A date with my In-Laws...

We went to MOA just to watch Deep Sea 3D in IMAX. Treat ni Isko weeee! Gusto ka si ni Tito Bong every time na uuwi siya ng Pinas gagala kami ng kumpleto. We had lunch in Lamesa, two thumbs up for their fooood. Sisig & Laing are really YUMMM! :) I really had fun, dami laughtrip. Maglesso-fat lol


December 31, 2008-January 01, 2009
Unforgettable New Year...



Before New Year's Eve. Isko came, we played with Lloyd, giggling, kwentuhan, Lapang & took pictures. Maulan pa nga eh kaya sarap ng panahon. We're Happy that time. Late evening, Nagstart na mag-chill si Poly. Dad checked her temperature biglang bumaba. I was crying, worried & praying. A few minutes before 12, nagchill na din si Kuya Jon. Sabay na sabay sila ni Poly. Kaya medyo nag-iba ang ambiance ng house. I was crying the whole night. Hug ko lang si Poly wala kasi tigil paggalaw ng buong katawan niya. Pinilit lang nila ko lumabas ng room to celebrate with 'em. So sige, tinapos ko lang yun putukan & konti picture w/ 'em I came back to Poly. Sige pa din chill niya, I feel so hopeless that night, kinabahan na talaga ako. I slept beside her. I never leave her til morning. I ate my breakfast beside her. I went to CR with her. Basta ayaw ko siya iwan, then nagchill na ulit siya. Kakaiba na, may ungol na kasama, nakakatitig siya sakin, nilapit niya sa arm ko yun head niya (now ko narealize, may pahiwatig na siya that time. if she could speak siguro nagpapaalam na siya). We went to CR, then pagbalik namin sa room, Napasigaw na lang ako Mommy..... and then I cried & chilling. Wala na si Poly, she died in my lap. That was the hardest part, nakita ko kung pano siya nawala & sa mga kamay ko pa. Same as human, kung pano namamatay ang tao pag may sakit, tumagilid yun head niya, labas yun tongue & napa-poopoo. I called Isko basta nasabi ko na lang wala na si Poly & then dad came home, nahuli siya ng ilang minutes. Umalis ang dad kasi dadalhin na dapat siya sa Las Pinas para e-confine. Saka may bago siyang gamot T.T I guess kung hindi tumapat ng holiday mabubuhay pa si Poly kaya lang sarado mga clinic, kaya wala kami choice. Gumawa si dad ng incuvator kuno para lang mamaintain yun temperature ni Poly. We did everything for her. Pero ganon lang talaga buhay niya T.T


btw. dahilan? 2 doctors ang tumingin kay Poly. Firt sabi digestive nagsusuka kasi lagi. 2nd doctor medyo kinabahan ako, he told us malamig ang loob ng body ni Poly. Dapat kasi 38.5-39.5 ang temp ng aso. Kay poly 36 pababa. Chineck yun blood niya, ayun hindi nga daw maganda. Before umuwi si Doc tinapat niya kami ni Dad kung hindi makukuha sa gamot mawawala na talaga si Poly, sobrang hina na kasi ng Immune System niya. Saka db that time sobrang lamig kaya wrong timing. Madami haka-haka, baka daw my nagbigay ng chocolate. I dunno kung sino or kung meron nga nagbigay. Meron din parang dengue. Dugo & Immune System kasi yun tinamaan. O kaya naman dahil pina-hit siya before bago nakunan. Palit buhay din daw, sabay kasi sila ni kuya nagkasakit sabay na sabay pa sila nagchichill. Ah basta kung ano man yun, tapos na nangyari na lahat. I'm happy for her, i know she's now in good hand in a happy place. Tanggap na tanggap ko na. Nakakamiss lang yun bonding namin ang kumanta. Pinapapanood ko na lang video niya :)

I'm looking forward for our Poly II. Can't wait to see her, sana pwede na kunin. I know Poly will be happy too. Gusto ni dad Poly ulit yun name ^_^ sana, sana she can sing too hee hee! :-D




ooopsss! if you're wondering who's Poly. Oh well, she's my bhe. A loving, sweet, the best dog ever. Mas gugustuhin mo pa siya makasama kesa sa real human lol. If you're my friend, a pet lover, no more asking why am i acting like this, kung bakit sobrang big deal ang pagkawala niya. If you're not, IDC! :p

whoa! nobela na & it's late, Kinda sleepy na din. but before I end this, I would like to thank for those who've been part of my 2008. You know who you are. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING! and lastly, to my bi. ILOVEYOUH SO MUCH! gaya ng dati hindi mo ko pinabayaan. Pinataba mo ko ng husto waaahaha! thank you, thank you for the loved, for your support at hanggang ngayon hindi ka nagasasawa sa kakulitan ko :) MWAAAAAAH!

1.17.2009

Mizu is Back.

Oh yes! I'm Back :)

Pero wala pa ko makwento eh. Sa sobrang dami nangyari i dunno where & how will i start. Basta right now, I'm okey & naka-move-on na ko, but still I'm missed my poly.